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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

After everything I've done for you, every chance that I gave you and yet you still break my heart.
But it's over...

Finally I've realised, I don't deserve this and honestly you don't deserve me...
Yeah, I still love you and I probably will for a long time...

But I can't stay here anymore.
It hurts too much, I guess this is ...
... Moving on ...

I guess I'm tired of being the last thing on your mind.
I should have known from the start you'd go and break my heart...

You took my love and threw it away as if it were nothing...
To me you're everything but to you I'm just another meantime guy...

You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?

Little did I know, you were just another dead end wall made with pretty lies and broken dreams...
Now I believe it when people say, love is blind cause I must have been blind to love a person like you...

It finally hit me that you didn't care when you walked away and never looked back...
Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.

I wana do exactly what you did to me, lead you on, make you fall for me and then just let you go effortlessly...
Suddenly, I'm hating myself for everything I've ever fell for you...

Sometimes I wish I could go back and erase the day I met you... but then I will never regret loving you, only believing you love me too...
I made a mistake thinking you were my world, maybe thats the only thing I regretted in my life.

Watching you walk out of my life doesn't make me bitter about love, but rather makes me realize that if...
I wanted as much to be with the wrong person, how great it will be when the right one comes along...

There is no medication for this illness, no known cure other than "TIME".
Maybe someday I'll get back my heart, maybe someday I'll get back my pride...

Maybe somewhere down the road, I'll forget to remember you...
One day... you will seek love and be sorry that you threw mine away...

And one day you will realize you could have been with me...
I hope someday you'll realize what a fool you were to let someone like me slip from your grip,
and that you will see the one you've been looking for was the one who you set free...

One day...
I will be able to look you in the eye without feeling the pain you've caused...

One day...
I will be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand...

One day...
I will get over you.....