Do memories fade away?!?!?
Saturday, March 19, 2011

When you lose someone, someone you love. When they break your heart, its the hardest thing you could ever go through. And no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think you're getting better, but then you get flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory and it hits you all over again. All at once, like a stab in the chest, you fall apart for the hundredth time and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out.

You love this person with all your heart even though you know you shouldn't, they hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt. They stole your happiness but yet, you still want them, and only them. Other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you don't want to. It upsets you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would. And even if they break all their promises, you want to keep yours and on top of that, you're just terrified.

Terrified of getting hurt again, but it's not like it matters anyway. At the end of the day, you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. You don't wanna miss them anymore. You don't wanna to love them anymore, but you know you always will.