To all my haters, just dig it!
Monday, June 6, 2011

Sometimes being too nice to people doesn't mean that person will show you the respect. Who gives a fuck about you on what did for them in the past? Tell me? WHO? When I'm nice to people, what did I receive? Nothing! Not even respect, appreciation or any form of gratitude. For the past 24 yrs of my fucking life, all those stuffs that I've did for people, borrowing them the money when they are in need, buying them gifts on their birthday, blah blah and in the end... it doesn't mean a thing to them at all.

Awwww I guess that is fucking life. Sometimes it sucks to be nice for the past 24 yrs when people don't remember what you did for them at all, they only remember all your negative traits. Okay whatever! Now I'm asking myself by going that extra miles for people and be there for them when in need, is this all really worthwhile? I guess, I needa blame my own stupidity. I felt that I got defeated by that soft hearted genes in me. Why am I doing all this for? Well...

Being a nice person for 24 yrs of my life seems boring, people took granted of me. Did not appreciate me at all. Disrespect me. Hates me. Okay fine! If that is so, just fucking delete me off your whatever fucking fb or msn or what ever shit you got me in it. Being an asshole seems new to me currently, but I doesn't know why, I just feel good about it. Perhaps all along, I should be a bastard. Maybe then, I won't get cheated, taken for granted and being un-appreciated.

Whenever my friends need a shoulder or a listening ear, I'm there for them but when it happens on me, everybody seems busy with their own life and stuffs. I guess, I don't even hold any place in their heart. My uncle once told me, "Smart people always take advantage of other people" & "Bad people always take granted on nice people". It seems like only after 24 yrs, then I realized it. Aww well! Who cares now anyway? I don't care anymore.

In the past, I used to care for people, I used to think for people, I used to help them. But now what? They all turned their back on me. Sometimes this seems true... "A person won't help a person without gain". Well it seems like it to me... I promise man, from now on I will not bother nor think for anybody anymore. I don't care if I hurt you in anyway, I don't care if I seems to destroy you for my gain or being sarcastic, because you idiots deserved it. Get a taste of what I'm going through, get a feel on what you people are doing it to me. In short, taste your own medicine.

Now everything seems so great man. Great career prospect, big money rolling it, being an ass, being a jackass, I just love it so much. Come on all my haters, what can you people do about it? Hate me? I seriously hope that you start shaping your poor idiotic life, stop hating but do something about it. Wanna hate me or love me, whatever... I do not need any approve or disapprover of no one. I'm a changed man and out of the sudden, I feel so good. Its a nice feeling of being an ass. At least, I tried both, being nice and bad. But seems like being bad I've got nothing to lose, I no longer cry for people, I no longer care for people and I no longer give a damn anymore.

Argh, just another day goes by... I'm solely eaten by those dark powers, it took control of my heart now. Feels good. I've got the cash man, I do what I want... because nigga just got the money to blow yo. Sometimes, every people always think that they are correct, this people are pussies man. Put down your pride and dignity, put yourself in my shoe, think for me, then come and give me your fair neutral view. Its sad, people often forgets about you when they got bf/gf. Think back, who is with you when you are boring? Going out with ya? Having fun with ya? Think man, THINK!


Okay, a song for all okay?
Yamin - Wait for you.
Converted 190kbps, doesn't know why the song only converted half way. -__- In the end, only 1.35mins. -__-
Crappy format program, some weird tone at 1.03mins.
Argh! I guess I need a karaoke system.
http://www.mediafire.com/?g1l5nhldlfn7o13